Suicidal: I'm Going to Die This Time
I Wanted to Die I have received feedback both good and bad regarding my blog entries. Some celebrate my transparency and some hate it. In forty-three years of life one of the most important things I have learned is to be true to me. I am not ashamed of where I have been or even what my current daily struggle is. It has taken much prayer to get me to a place of healing and during my journey I have encountered many hurting people who felt just as alone as I felt while going through my struggle. This realization has made my decision to share much easier. So my prayer is that if you read my blog that it encourages you or that you share it with someone else who may be struggling in this life. I remember the day like it was yesterday. My life was spiraling out of control. I hadn’t felt these feelings since high school when I went to live with my Godmother because my home life just wasn’t right. I felt unloved and worthless. I remember going to spend the night over a