Why I Wanted to Die Pt. 2 of Why I Should Have Never Gotten Married
Have you ever truly feared for your life? I’m not talking about in general. I’m talking about someone trying to kill you. I have. For those of you reading this who are married, you know that marriage is not easy. It is especially hard when your spouse is an abuser. Who is an abuser? In a relationship, an abuser is when someone exhibits a pattern of abusive and coercive behaviors used to maintain power and control over a former or current intimate partner. Abuse can be emotional, financial, sexual or physical and can include threats, isolation, and intimidation. I never thought that when I said, “I DO” I would be the victim of domestic violence. I am an avid Lifetime movie watcher so I had seen stories about it and in my mind, I always thought there is no way that would ever be me. However, not long after I got married I found myself fearing for my life on a regular basis. While I won’t go into the detail of my abuse, I will ...